Darfur (Jesus Wept)
by William F. DeVault

Half a million dead in Darfur, in the Sudan.
100 times the innocents who died on 9/11.
Children. Women. Men. Genocide.

Wake up and see.
Wake up and see.
Wake up and see why
Jesus wept.

The rains didn't come
the sounds of the drums
the death knell kept.
Jesus wept.

Over the burning sands
the killing commands
of the warlords swept.
Jesus wept.

It should be true
that the evils evil men do
we cannot accept.
Jesus wept.

The slaughter rained on
as in the blistering dawn
the sun, the horizon, leapt.
Jesus wept.

Half a million women and children and sons and daughters
fall to the hate, their fate as wormfood for the slaughters.
Since when are 100 black babies worth less than one white businessman
in the eyes and lies of people who claim to be, to see, without sin?

Wake up and see.
Wake up and see.
Wake up and see why
Jesus wept.

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You Who Read No Calm
by T. Merrill

You, who read no calm reportings
Of alien, distant, dire events,
But shriek and keen as loves go down
Beyond all help, to violence;
Whose temple's walls, stormstruck and split
By sizzling bolts collapse around,
While mid the crash of chaos hope
Whirls in a death-spin to the ground;
You, who alone in deep distress
Cry out for help where there is none,
All you whom I shall never know:
I know a portion nonetheless
Of cruel trials you undergo.

Killers in many guises come:
Sudden as electric shock
Or looming ghostly as a shark
Leisurely finning toward its mark.
I who breathless and sweating once
Wrestled a devil to the floor,
And saw him rise again when he
Finished what he began before,
I who re-learned each childhood prayer
Forgotten, to the stars once more
Send up a poor and hopeless plea
For spirit's peace beyond despair.



Tears of Darfur
by Mahnaz Badihian

O tired land
O depressed sky of Darfur
O plain of no breath
You are bleeding from all corners
Of your dreams
The bosom of your land
Weeps the bitterness of blood
O tearful Darfur,
Can your hungry hands
One day cultivate those
Dry, sad roots, left from
The countless bones
Of your children
Can your simple dreams
Of having a
Loaf of bread and a roof above
Come through?
Maybe,
Maybe one day
Those broken wings
Will heal
With the caressing hands
Of peace
We the people of the world
With our tearful eyes
Waiting on the day that
Acacias will bloom
On the lands where
The dream of innocence pours
On these hopeless days



War Metaphysics for a Sudanese Girl
Adrie Kusserow

I leave the camp, unable to breathe,

me Freud girl, after her interior,
she Lost Girl, after my purse,

her face:
dark as eggplant,
her gaze:
unpinnable, untraceable,
floating, open, defying the gravity
I was told keeps pain in place.

Maybe trauma doesn't harden,
packed, tight as sediment at the bottom of her psyche,
dry and cracked as the desert she crossed,
maybe memory doesn't stalk her
with its bulging eyes.

Once inside the body
does war move up or down,
maybe the body pisses it out,
maybe it dissipates, like sweat and fog
under the heat of a colonial God,
and in America, maybe it flavors dull muzungu lives,
each refugee a bouillon cube of horror.

Maybe war can't be soaked up
by humans alone,
the way the rains in Sudan
move across the land,
drenching the ground, animals, camps, sky,
no end to its roaming
until further out, among the planets,
a stubborn galaxy finally mops it up,
and it sits, hushed,
red, sober,

and below, the humans in the north
with their penchant for denial,
naming it aurora borealis.

*Muzungu means "white person" in many Bantu languages of east, central and South Africa



Milk
Adrie Kusserow

Sudanese Refugee Camp, Northwest Uganda

I.

Our drivers gun insanely over the dusty, red roads,
       lurching from pothole to pothole.
              Caravan of slick, adrenalized vans,

tattooed with symbols of western aid,
       Will on my lap, trying to nurse between bumps,
              my hands a helmet to his bobbing skull.

A three-legged goat hobbles to the side
       and though we imagine we are a huge interruption,
              women balancing jeri cans on their heads, face our wake
of dust and rage as they would any other gust of wind—

Water, sun, NGO.

We arrive covered in orange dust, coughing,
       fleet of SUVs parked under the trees,
              engines cooling, Star Trekkian cockpits flashing,

alarms beeping and squawking as we zip-lock them up
       and leave them black-windowed, self-contained as UFO's.

Behind the gate, we stumble through the boiling, shoulder deep sun,
       Will and I trying to play soccer
              as a trickle of Sudanese kids cross the road

hanging against the fence, watching the chubby Muzungu boy
       I've toted around Africa like a pot of gold.
              Three years old, he knows they're watching, so he does a little dance,
                     his SpiderMan shoes lighting up as he kicks the ball.

II.

Part African bush, part Wild West,
       we're based in Arua, grungy, dusty frontiertown,
              giant dieseled trucks barrel through, spreading their wake of adrenalin,
                     obese sacks of grain lying like walrus inside.

I chase Will from malarial puddle to puddle,
       white blouse frilled like a gaudy gladiola,
              lavish concern for my chubby son
                     suddenly rococo, absurd.

III.

7 foot giants of the SPLA, huddle together, drinking,
       talking Dinka politics, repatriation, the New Sudan,
              wives lanky as giraffes, set food on the table and disappear.

In candlelight the men's forehead scars gleam—
       I flutter around them acting more deferential than I'm used to,
              slowly I'm learning Sudanese grammar—
men, verbs, women, the conjunctions that link them together.

In the thick of rain we walk home,
       Ugandans huddled under their makeshift bird cages,
              Will now pointing to the basic vocabulary of this road—

dead snake, prickly bush, squealing pig, peeing child.
       Three drunk men huddled at a shack
              scrape the whiteness off us as we walk by.

Though I don't want to hear it,
       though I love Africa,
it starts up anyway, the milky mother cells of my body high-fiving,
my mind quietly repeating the story of my son's lucky birth,
       his rich American inheritance.

IV.

My husband drops into bed, dragging a thick cloak of requests.
       All day, I've labored behind him, toting our clueless muzungu,
              watching him, dogged Dutchman in his rubber clogs

climbing the soggy hills of Kampala, despite the noonday heat,
       a posse of hopeful Lost Boys following him.
              He, afraid of nothing, really; not even death,
me afraid of everything really, most of all his death.

In the distance, trucks rev up to cross the bush
       where Sudanese families perched like kites caught in trees,
              wait for the next shipment.

But it's night now,
       the three of us inside the cloud chamber of our mosquito net,
              the two of them breathing, safe.

Will's nursing again, though he doesn't need to,
       swelling like a tick
              and though I don't want to love

the sweet mists of our tiny tent home,
       the lush wetlands of our lives,
              its thick rope bridges and gentle Ugandan hills,

the fat claw of my heart rises up,
       fertile, lucky, random
              pulsing its victory song.



Mud
Adrie Kusserow

I.

The pond black and bulging,
ice storm ruins poking from the water
like the stiff feet of, dare I say, fallen soldiers.
Robert still in Sudan,
back in Vermont, the kids and I limp through two weeks of cold rain,

I drape Ana and Will in rain gear
watch the drunken tents run across the field.
Ana plunks her chubby toes into a fleet of tadpoles
cold mud sucking her foot into its mouth.

I drag the branches onto shore,
globs of frog eggs surface like transparent brains,
Ana cupping the dimpled jelly,
the dogs licking it like caviar.
Entranced, she squeezes it
until I tell her to stop
before she crushes the eggs.

I tell myself it's not quite violence but over eager love,
this lust with which they squeeze the living,
smearing the mud onto their own limbs.
But what of this blur
between awe and destruction,
love and violence?

At night, the peepers,
screaming themselves into existence.
Two frogs griplocked onto a female,
her flesh bulging between their swollen fingers.
"They're wrestling," I say, not wanting to reveal the darker side of their mating.

I gingerly pry the males off, Will cheering,
Ana serious and methodic
until she finally dislodges the last one's grip with her twig
and they fall apart wriggling in the grass.

II.

The rains just started in Juba, south Sudan,
making travel, and maybe war, near impossible.
Still my husband pushes a saggy jeep for eight hours
through four feet of mud, a Sudanese boy
lying unconscious in the back seat.

The jeep rocking and lurching
on the only road cleared of mines
as my husband tries to inch it forward, this, his own labor of love,
like birth, like sex, something always tears,
his foot jammed with a thorn as he heaves and sinks
his toenail tearing off, until even he gives up
and forces them to turn back,
still 40 miles from Aliab, the whole village waiting for them,
caught in an outbreak of cholera,
its one river littered with rusty ammunition,
trucks large as elephants lying on their sides.

When Abraham, their Lost Boy,* came home after 18 years,
the elders sacrificed a white cow.
Jump over it, into peace, they cried
while the women tipped their thin necks back,
their whips of ululation uncoiling in the heat.

III.

The frogs, still wiggling on the grass,
Ana clutches the tan-pink female,
despite its eerie mask, she wants to take it home.
I tell her just one night,
then we'll let it go back to its real home—
but the next morning it's done the impossible,
jumped out of its three foot fortress.

I roam the rooms crazed, desperate to find it.
I do,
a day later, shrunken in the comer of the bathroom
but still breathing. I race it to the pond,
children confused behind me,
watch it sink, stunned, then lethargically swim away,
still dried and wrinkled, despite its immersion in water,
like Abraham, now more American than Sudanese,
sitting wide-eyed and stiff amidst the wailing and singing.

IV.

Robert home, worn out, but safe.
I take a walk to the pond and find—
a tan-pink frog, perhaps the same one,
floating in the water,
I can't tell if it's alive or dead.

I know how I came to be married to this man,
I followed him from country to country,
gripped him hard as the frogs—
Still he did not peel me off, as I have tried to do
with his over eager love, for this gangly, barren country of Sudan.
Who knows what will be torn next,
it's just what happens when you love the world
and you move blindly, but well intentioned,
amidst the irresistible mud.

*The "Lost Boys" refers to the 17,000 children in southern Sudan who fled their homes in 1987 seeking refuge from the civil war. They walked 1,000 miles before they finally found protection in a Kenyan refugee camp, Kaukuma. By the time they arrived there, half of the boys had died from starvation, thirst, soldiers, lions and bandits. About 3,700 have recently been resettled in America.



News From Darfur
by Joseph McDonough

so much depends
upon

a red cross
truck

glistening with sun
shine

beside the white
man



Darfur
by Michael R. Burch

Darfur,
I admit that my heart recoils
from the thought of your agony
as the hammering machine guns
yammer at your ebony
breast.

Darfur,
I am not equal to the task
of your impassioned soliloquy.

Darfur, I am pressed
hard to understand
why men molest
innocence
so violently.

Darfur, I confess—
I have watched you dying
silently.

Darfur, I would bless
you,
if only I knew
how.

Darfur,
I stand helpless,
naked before your indignation
now.

Darfur,
I have only my pen.

Let me wield it like a rapier,
set fire to this paper,

till the world in burning shreds
collapses on our heads

and we see your fate is ours
if we cannot change the course

of this world intent to maim
each man who’s not the "same"

in color and in creed.
And yet the blood you bleed,

as red as mine, demands
that we die holding hands.

O Darfur,
I’ll bleed too
when the ravenous jackals
are through
with you.